spent the whole day watching movies after movies. i foresee a very fat, long weekend. gaaahh! so i'm turning a year older in like less than 2 weeks. i wonder how i will be spending it. no expectations (sorry!) but my bf said he had planned something. it's just......another birthday. another day closer to death. haha. anyways i have been very lazy of late. i haven't met up with ANY of my friends. i guess they are busy with their own lives and i have been busy with mine. time really do change everything huh. i barely hear from them anymore i mean i can't be bothered to fix anything that is already broken. i really learnt that the hard way. what else is there to say. eventually everybody leaves you. someway somehow. on a totally different note, i have been offered a permanent position in citi. there. it seems real-er when i type it out. i don't know man. grateful? definitely yessss. maybe this is it. but there's this nagging feeling that if i don't do something else now, i'm gonna end up doing this job for the rest of my life. and that is gonna be painful.