i like the fact that i said you don't look like the sort who date(s) malay girls (which is so true considering the fact that all the girls you dated are mostly chinese which is kinda awesome), but the truth is now you are. and you're mine. mine. that sounds good. i'm just gonna be bitchy and say that i'm sorry but you guys are too late. this is something that i can hold on to with both hands and i'm not gonna let anything or anyone fuck this up for me. because deep in the guts of my stomach, i know i deserve this. i'm not going all psycho on things right now, we all know who the psycho is (inside joke, heh heh) but the point is this is too fawesome to be destroyed. seven more days baby :)) i'm dying with every tick cos despite knowing how shizz it's gonna be, the anticipation is killing me softly!!

so many many things to do but i just can't seem to function ugh. had an awesome day last night with bunneh. caught ghosts of girlfriends past, i got a little teary eyed at the end and the lump in my throat was overwhelming but apparently i don't do public tears. i was able to enjoy it completely if not for his stupid friend kicking my seat every few minutes or so. fannoying i swear! nyeh! drove to the rooftop where we had a fawsome time but it wasn't very breezy. fun nonetheless. so what's the story morning glory? nothing much. no interesting news anymore, no juicy gossips, nada, zilch, nothing. happy first baby (: i'm literally squirming inside for 26th to come!! take me away!

I know you won't disappoint.
Because you won't.

he said i'm fucking shaking legs. i am not. shaking legs to me, means not doing anything in e ship, expecting the goods from the other person while you just be fucking unreasonable and expect them to clean the mess up, not caring how the other person feels while they try to meet ALL your whims and demands. i know i can be a bitch sometimes but i am certainly not shaking my legs.

but we'll be okay. it's just a passing grey cloud.

i just had the best day/night with you, it's getting a little insane still trying to reel from it all. what have you gotten me into? ugh I don't even care anymore. going crazy in an awesome way (well, i heard from someone). suddenly we are growing dimples in different places. Is this shiz even for real? geeeee.

never in my life have I ever wanted someone so much. honest. my day starts and ends with you. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I wanna be your everyfuckingthing and I wanna walk with you through this journey. together. for as long as you're willing to hold my hand. I've never been more sure of anything else in my life before and it's freaking awesome how everything is falling right into place like little jigsaw puzzle pieces. others might call it naive (do I give a shit?). to me it's magic :)

as usual, today was nothing short of awesome shizz albeit the stupid weather. little britain, bits and pieces of movies here and there, and pizaza loving. can things get any better? heh heh. and now, i so can't wait for that ultimate day. Its gonna be so awesome I can fucking feel it in my guts. im so excited and so stoked over the whole last minute (sorta) plan. need to get stuff. I'm actually making a goddamned list! u drive me crazy I just can't sleep. on an empty stomach. it's painful. I'm hungry.