Omg I'm so fucking pissed off right now you have no freaking idea. It's because of people like them you feel so fucking small. Ugh. Seriously am I even fat? I know this is just so superficial and not even worth thinking about but it's been drilled in my brain for a while there must be some truth to it right? Ugh so fucking annoying luh cibai. I'm not even 55kg and they are talking so much! are my arms supposed to be stick thin or are my thighs supposed to be e size of of twigs for me to conform to thesomewhat unwritten code of being beautiful? Cos my boyfriend thinks I'm beautiful.

this page is as dead as i am. just got back from work dinner which just sucked (and i puked a whole lotta coke), met my baby which instantly brightened up my night. maybe i'll be back. or maybe i'm on the move again (haha). school starts tomoro. umm okay.