everyday it gets harder and I don't know why.

i've been munching non stop it's not even funny anymore. i wish i am one of those lucky tards who eat eat eat and never pile on the fats. life is so unfair. i've planned countless times on joining pilates but god, who are we kidding. this stupid keyboard is so fucking annoying!! anyhoos, had my PM paper yesterday and seriously i can't stop cringing at the thought of getting the results. i screwed up. seriousfuckingly. i'm so drained out of my wits. what with school and full-time job which seriously eat up my whole life especially end month. ugh breakouts! I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT FOR SCHOOL TO BE FUCKING OVER. my finance module kicks in in 2 months. i can't believe i hate school. geees. anyway gotta say the surprise plan for my bf's birthday wasn't really succesful. what do i have to say? i suck at surprises it's so embarassing. nonetheless it was nice spending it with him, getting all chummy and shit. i love you baby xoxo

I want you to know that I have a right to have a chance at happiness, good stuff and good life. I feel like shitxzx.

in my attempt to be more disciplined and curb my apparently raging shopping hormones, I'm gonna list down the things that I need.









yup. nothing. that pretty much sums it.

bani hidir is like a dream come true. my dream.
HAHAHA i wuff you boyfriend. catch you later after work while I'm doing boring stuff here. SCHOOL SUCKSZXZ.