I wish I was anywhere with you rather than here, alone and wrinkled, in bed. My dad's back for awhile so there'll be lesser night outs but of course not entirely wiped out that'll be crazy. Heh. Going cuckoo in a fuzzycrazy way (but I bet you already knew that), why should I deny myself something this awesome? Good things are meant to be shared. I'm lucky I have you.

experiencing hysteria live straight from the horse's mouth is the shizz I tell you. how can someone I know sound so awesome? aaaah you drive me silly crazy baby you have no idea. still reeling from it. i need to see you soon. plus other awesome people. :))

i had an awesome day out today with my boyfriend :) i can't wait for tomorrow. peektures soon i hope :x

i found a new friend to keep me company for those long, cold (or hot) nights.

we are ours. but we are still sold separately. i like the sound of that. i like you too :) i think i just made our day. hee happy birthday :))

I want only you.

FUCK I HATE MY DESKTOP SO MUCH PLUS ALL THE SHITS IN IT! UGHHHH. on the other hand, this is all mine. sugar overload, it's too sweeeeeet. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RZ9J1PjEpHU

why do people unravel the past and hurt themselves? why do I still give a shit? fuck.

everytime i think of you i get a shot right through into a bolt of blue. it's no problem of mine but it's a problem i find. living a life that i can't leave behind.

things are a lot different right now. had a farewell team lunch (whatevs), bought my awesome awesome sandals (ok fine, not really that awesome like since an hour ago?) and knocked off early from work today. in fact, it's the 3rd time this week. cool shizz or what. anyhoos, i can't wait for tomorrow :) i heard from someone that we are heading to somewhere different yeay? but i'm not one for surprises HAHA. school resumes next month gaaaag. another assignment to complete in 3 weeeeks. but its still too early to get started now no? life has been somewhat stagnant. i need an adventure. or maybe i just need a life. or something.

sometimes, I dono what the fuck I'm babbling about. I think I just had both my feet in my mouth. You deserve so much better. Someone who knows how to treat you right, especially someone who loves you. Someone who deserves your attention and care. you probably don't know this but I'm sorry I can't be that person. It's just that I'm better alone. I bet you cookies you're gonna spill a little secret in that box. Nyeh!

one thing I realised about you, when you fall, you fall in deep.

and I can't handle that.

today was one of the bestest days i had with you amidst the crowd at tampines and the weather. what's up with the weather lately yeah? the usual trippings, snorts and other embarassing antics that you can everr think of (biar uh eh?). i can't wait for breakfast with you tomorrow (i hope it happens if you don't oversleep heee!), plus movies and what nots. i don't care if friday the 13th is stupid or lame or unscary. ugh. i just wanna be close to you.