i've been procrastinating the whole week and i know i really neeeed to get down to doing something that i have to but it's so difficult to function right now. you know, my boyfriend is prolly the most awesome thing that has happened to me ever and i will never ever let anything happen to jeopardise what we have cos we all know who's the one always fucking things up. i don't wanna jinx it but really i am very very happy happy with where i am and whatever i have right now. he makes me happy and it's crazy but i miss him everyday. it's almost a year already but it still feels awesome. it's like i'm walking on freaking sunshine everyday. it's crazy the way i feel for him. i've never fallen for anyone this hard before. this feeeels so real it's insane :)