i did something that i never ever thought i would, yesterday. i hate not getting things done right the firt time. but that's always the thing for me. i took my tp twice, hell i didn't even get my citi job the first time round. it was only when they called back after the interview that they decided to take me in anyways. i feel so.....secondhand. urgh hate being emo. i know i went with no expectations but i can't deny feeling that i should get in when i get closer to the line. hahahaha i guess that's what i get for wishful thinking. i think it sucks to be me.